Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Only God knows

So I decided it was time to really explain what is going on especially with Sammy. It was tuff especially when we talked about the stuff I might miss. Gavin started talking about Yoda dying, but gave me a huge hug and told me he hopes I don't die before we go to Hawaii. Got to love how kids think.

Saw the oncologist today and she doesnt seem as concerned as the trial oncologist but she is quite the optimist, so that gave me hope. She was willing to let me try some experimental treatments and then start chemo again if they dont work. She didn't mind the cancer being everywhere but doesnt like that I'm symtomatic. Meaning I have abdominal and back pain.

Preparing for the worst, hoping for the best and fighting like hell

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